I will simply go straight to the point, as I would not want to give very
explicit details about myself. This is for obvious reasons. My wife is
very sharp, I mean, she is such an intelligent woman and can easily
trace this true confession to me. For the fact that I love her so much, I
cannot let a thing fall in-between us. That is why I have kept this as
top-secret till today; but I will have to let this out of the bag.
I’m not oblivious of the fact that most issues of
this nature are blamed on the men whom most of us see as womanizers; but
mine is a different thing entirely. I’m not a womanizer. I have tried
everything possible to make sure that this girl-my house girl leaves my
house, but my wife will always insist she stays.
I’m a pastor, but I also work as a civil servant. I would have loved to
write further about where I live, but for the same reason why I can’t
mention my name, I can’t tell you where I’m writing from.
This young lady was brought to my house by my wife sometimes in 2010,
and had just completed her secondary education last year. She is
supposed to pick up a form for her higher education because she is
related to my wife; distant relation, sort of.
Frankly, she has been very good, and has been taking care of my only
daughter since my wife put to bed late last year. Her presence is a big
relief to me and wife because we are both very busy people. My wife
works with a bank, and sometimes come home around 8-9pm.
Lately, this young girl has summoned courage to seduce me; to be sincere, she is tempting me.
I often return to the house ahead of my wife. Sometimes, because of
hold-up and other issues, I will get in around 5-6pm. She started by
running to embrace me with her transparent-short gown to welcome me each
time I knock, on arrival. I was shocked the very day she did that. I
felt so embarrassed. “Even if I had traveled to space…hun! This one is
just too much… hun!” I soliloquized in my bedroom after she had dropped
my office bag and ran out to get my food. This continued for 3 weeks.
Sometimes, her boobs will just slip out of her ‘top’ and she will simply
apologize. My wife has never met her on that gown as she wears another
cloth when it’s almost time for my wife to return. I have developed
double minds about her. I have had different evil thoughts since this
whole thing started. The one that happened last was the way she sat
facing me, with her legs wide opened. I left the food that I was eating
and walked to the bathroom to do nothing in particular. I had thought
she would adjust as soon as I returned, but she didn’t budge. I think I
fell into her trap finally that day. I almost had it with her when I
grabbed her, and she jumped at me. We started that regrettable romance
before God intervened with the sharp cry of my baby. That was what saved
the day.
The next day, I had told my wife that we should send her away, but she
vehemently refused to accept my suggestion. She had asked me to give
some reasons why we should send her away, and I had told her that she
was getting so stubborn and lazy; hence, she is as good as no
House-help.
My wife who claimed she had never experienced that had accused me of
formulating things against the lady. She told me that I wanted her out
of the house because I had seen that she will soon secure admission into
the higher institution, and I will soon begin to pay for her school
fees. I couldn’t tell her the truth, because something tells me it will
be disastrous. I just felt I could handle the matter in the most
professional way. But right now, things have gone out of hands since the
past 2 weeks. I have done virtually everything that can be considered
dirty with her except that I have not done it with her yet. What’s
keeping me from doing it is my conscience and for the fact that I can’t
do that in my matrimonial home.
That sin will be so grievous, I know. She had asked me repeatedly last
week if she can meet me in any of the hotels around town this weekend
since my wife will be around then. She has just Saturday and Sunday to
take care of her hair and visit friends, and she wants to use that
opportunity to have me all to herself. Now, I’m contemplating on this
issue. All I need is your advice; Saturday is just 5 days from today,
and I can’t make up my mind on what to do. I love my wife, but I think
I’m becoming so foolish in the name of being faithful. Please, tell me;
should I do it or not? It has gotten to the level where I cannot tell my
wife the truth because she won’t even believe, since I had told her a
different story before. She will see it as blackmail. Your reaction will
either encourage me or discourage me, even though my mind beats faster,
and something tells me to do it. Should I?
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